Not Even an Enemy

I’ve started a project with my friend Dave, a series of paintings in collaboration with each other. And, I think there is something going on right now that resonates deep in my soul.

Our collaboration’s theme is: DISCONNECT.

Ironic? Yes, slightly. Paradox? Somewhat.

The big news yesterday was of Osama Bin Laden’s assassination. Even ESPN had it as it’s top link for info. On the main sports news source? That felt strange.

It felt strange receiving the news and thinking about the justice and joy that many expressed. I felt conflicted. I have been working through my own suffering and that of others, and as I grow in this process, I am learning that our life and life in general is that paradox: simple and complex. There is a deep darkness within us yet great potential for love and hope. Why did O. B. L.’s death feel like a relief that wouldn’t ever be fully satisfied? I wasn’t happy or sad, just slightly disturbed.

The internet made sense today, and this quote, posted here and here, seemed to help me understand truly how I feel.

“I mourn the loss of thousands of precious lives, but I will not rejoice in the death of one, not even an enemy. Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness: only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate: only love can do that”

Anon.